KEYWORDS: Individualism, Self Love
The High Priestess, 3 Rods, Page of Cups
“Wisdom is better than silver and gold
I was hopeless now I’m on hope road”
– Lost Ones , Lauryn Hill
Surrender and appreciate what you have surrendered. Appreciate your willingness to surrender and recognize the strength and self love it takes to let go of the things that no longer serve you. You will gain a lot more in the long run by just having the willingness to let go now and surrender on a deeper level than you were willing to in the past.
Strength. Strength to move beyond the dashed dreams, hopes or fears that kept you clinging to those patterns that weren’t working and were keeping you blocked without you even realizing how much they were blocking you. Your heart may have had to overcome a heavy burden , but as you “pour out your soul within you” you will be freed to love and move forward with the confidence of knowing that you have the strength to love yourself more than the desperate attachment to the forms you feared losing. Wisdom comes with this knowing. Patience comes with this knowing. Fearlessness comes with this KNOWING. You now KNOW so you can’t go back to sleep. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
This is a return to purity , the innocence of not being corrupted by the control of our fears over us. We are seeing this theme being played out more and more on the world stage. The macro reflects the micro. Are you willing to let go of the fear? Are you held back by the illusion that you can’t go without or are you able to accept that these attachments to outdated modes of thought and belief systems have past their ‘use by dates’. If you choose the fear, then the universe plays out this cycle and storyline beyond exhaustion to the point of ridiculousness in order for you to WAKE UP! You’re not learning from fear any longer. You have no cause in ignorance, no growth in avoidance and no fulfillment in your old conditioning. If you continue to choose it , then the old cycle becomes ridiculously uncomfortable. Ridiculous to the point where your perceived ‘victimhood” turns life into a parody of the potentiality of what this experience can offer. The message is going to be driven home now. Get it, receive it and allow it, else you’re asking it to keep slapping you in the face. It’s like the universe is saying “look we can do this the easy way or the hard way, it’s your choice, but we can do this all day”. (You guys have seen Groundhog Day right?)
“Somewhere on some planet, sometime and somehow
Your life will reflect your thoughts of your now
My law is unerring, no blood can atone
The vehicle you built you shall live in alone ”
– My Law, Tieme Ranapiri
And it’s ok to leave the group, or leave the tribe in order to ground and digest what this means for you. Growth doesn’t happen at the same rate for everybody. There are certain gifts shared and exchanged in a group learning setting, but there are certain learnings that require individualism and an individualistic approach to what is calling you. Can’t always bring the homes with you. It’s not always required for them to “get it” . It’s cool if they don’t and it’s even cooler if you can allow yourself to pursue it even if they don’t “come with you” and you feel solo in this pursuit . Advance anyway. You can reconvene and come back to the group with the allowance of the multiple integrated aspects of yourself; those you can compare and exchange with the group and those that are yours to hold quietly, only known to you.
Mid week provides this energy of “individual calling” and recognition of it as such.
Self love yo. That’s really how I’d sum it up. It’s the product of knowing your worth. Knowing your contribution in this world. Knowing that yes perhaps it’s individual, perhaps it’s quirky, perhaps you’re feeling that at the moment it’s going unrecognised , but perhaps it’s also VERY needed, VERY necessary and VERY of the moment, especially when it’s coming from a higher place and for the highest good of all. You’ll know how good it makes you feel when this is what you’re offering and you’ll know the lack of this feeling if it isn’t. You can’t deny this feeling to yourself. Love is the recognition of your own unique individual value.
I’ll leave y’all to chew on that. Till next week boo.