healing

Broken hearts and going a little dark

If love and the expression of love in connection with others puts us, and keeps us on a natural high, then surely the extraction from this connection can equate to the experience of withdrawal from the source of that connection to love, and the embodiment of that love.

What makes the spirit resonate towards the darkness when in heartbreak? When we sit inside our darkness and we are not in a space mentally, emotionally or physically to generate that light source through the heart, it becomes a space of apathy and resignation, because there is not enough will to kick start the motor. For whatever reason, we are beyond “switching it back on”.

If love and the connection to source, through heart space which can be generated through intimacy and love with another, can bring someone “back to life” from years of apathy, jadedness to love or distrust and lack of faith in it, then the “drop off” after the relationship is gone can put one right back where they were before, back to the dark, and back to the apathy, because the break up can be read as the proof of all the belief systems and emotional responses that kept that person in the dark for whatever time period previous. The “let down” reinforces the jadedness and the dark is familiar

“Hello darkness my old friend.”

Which mode of operation then becomes a familiar outlet for the containment of that darkness? Which addiction? Which distraction? What do we begin to avoid? Where do we shut the windows so too much light doesn’t come in? And at what point did we hit that wall without realizing it? Where pain became too great and there was no outlet to express or transmute it. And therefore the light either switched off or someone turned the dimmer down. For those without the reference points of how to process and move beyond their pain, a broken heart can be the excuse and the driving force to make sure one is always looking outward and stops looking inward.

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So we decide consciously or unconsciously to indulge our broken heart. To indulge our beliefs and therefore our responses to those beliefs that move us towards our darkness and the darkening of our state in different ways. If we’ve been playing this cycle since childhood, we’ll already have an idea of how we like to express our darkness. If we’re not channeling our energy towards creation then more likely we’re moving it towards destruction or a form of contained anarchy in defiance of the absence of love and our love. Positive creative expression becomes pained because it requires an acknowledgement of heart energy and if we’re not willing to go there then our creative energy is exercised for more base indulgence and lower energetic payoff through either the sacral / heart (physical indulgence / emotional compensation) or the third eye (non physical indulgence / escaping realities) .

Depending on whether we prefer to dull our creative energy through physical or non physical indulgence we will then tend to attract others who express their creative energies in similar ways and reinforce each other’s behavior patterns. There is no external reference to “tow the line” or be the example of the desire to raise creative energy back into the heart space. People in this cycle prefer to be around those like minded individuals, where acknowledgement of brokenness is not required, and the denial is protected. The escape behavior is shared and we have a “partner in crime”. Allowing for none in the group to have to recognize their behavior or be called out on it. Denial becomes the great enabler.

The length of time we choose to remain in the darkness can be equated to how much damage has been inflicted on us. If the darkness is the cave we return to where we don’t allow distraction to block us from the acknowledgement of the recovery we are in, then we have the opportunity to use our time in darkness well, for our full benefit, taking our time to process the damage taken as we slowly readjust to taking in more light again. In this sense we can use the darkness we put ourselves in to heal before reemergence.

The problem however, lies in the lack of inclination to come out the other side. The avoidance of process, and the blocks mentally, emotionally and spiritually from the willingness to reach deeper levels. This could also be equivalent to captivity in the underworld. If we sink into apathy it requires greater will to pull ourselves up out of it, and the remembrance that we weren’t waiting for someone else to do the rescuing. The longer we remain in the apathy of the darkness, the more cemented our belief system becomes around our inability to get back out of the dark again. The belief that “it’s too late” can begin to set. With a host of other beliefs built around a framework of despair.

Ultimately the reasoning that drives us to switch the light back on is will. Will requires a degree of faith. That argument can appease the mind that will seek purpose and a valid point to come out of the dark in its existential crisis. The mind needs something, a strong enough point, to be willing to move back into the light when it knows it’s gonna sting a little, when it knows the emotional body will work through catharsis with the reintroduction of the light. Will power is not enough to run by mental strength alone, but a handing over to a greater belief, trust and reason for living. This then transmutes back into will to live, willingness to heal, willingness to continue, willingness to grow, willingness to evolve, willingness to ascend, willingness to transmute the darkness of the original victim wounds. And that will comes from a willingness to trust the healing that comes from love and that a source of love is still available, post the disconnection from a relationship. That the love can be found again and connected to in many other ways, and not in the fear of losing it again, but the trust that we are always receiving it if we are willing to feel into that reception in the heart space. Regardless of whether or not another individual is there to give it directly from them to us.

 

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Maurice Katting is a Massage Therapist, Reiki Practitioner and Shamanic Healer based in Melbourne, Australia

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The Temple of the Sun and the Moon / Integration of the 12

Integrates all 12 houses of the lunar essence range ritually on the night of the full moon in Leo which initiated the cycle the previous year.
Contents: Vibrational flower essence water, sun charged crystal water, miscellaneous Crystal chips.
Oils: Vetiver, Sweet basil, Oregano, Grapefruit, Cardamom, Bergamot, Frankincense, Cedarwood. Packaged in 100ml Amber glass bottle with atomizer.

Keywords:

  • Communion
  • Return to 12 strand DNA
  • Sirian connection
  • Arcturian connection
  • Lyran connection
  • Ancient civilizations /Lost worlds
  • Scrolls / Mystery Schools
  • Forgotten Teachings
  • Coding
  • Making contact
  • Acceleration
  • Avatars / potential of humanity

Reconnects to the ancient lemurian rituals of the high priestess and her 12 male acolytes, and how she would teach them to hold and ground their sexual energy in order to hold the grid lines of the planet in high frequency. It represents the feminine aspect of the Christ consciousness.
Biolocators:

  • Palenque / Temple of inscriptions
  • Atlantis Lemuria Mu
  • Easter island
  • Tikal / Guatemala
  • Pyramids of the sun and moon / Teotihuacan
  • Pyramid of the Magician / Uxmal Mexico
  • Iquitos, Peru
  • Tula de Allende, Hidalgo, Mexico

 

Masters:

  • Thoth
  • Ra
  • Bastet
  • Isis
  • Sekhmet
  • Mother Mary
  • Quan Yin
  • Osiris
  • Lady Nada
  • Archangel Michael
  • El Morya

 

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3 ringed crescent moon dreamcatcher 

Keywords: home, a place to call home, middle earth, the elementals and fairy kingdoms, the gnomes, nature spirits, trees, fantasy and childhood imagination, wisdom, adventure and unlocking secrets in nature,

Diameter: outer ring 66cm

Middle ring 46cm

Inner ring 18cm

Materials: cotton, yarn, wooden beads, acrylic and spacer beads, cage pendants, white citrine, lapis lazuli, red jasper, carnelian, goose feathers

 
  
Commission enquiries welcome

 

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Lunar Essence in Cancer

Lunar Essence in CANCER / December 2015
Crystal gridded under a pyramid on the night of the full moon.

Contents: Vibrational flower essence water, sun charged crystal water, miscellaneous crystal chips, Patchouli, Chamomile, Lemon, Rose Geranium and Ylang Ylang oil. Packaged in 100ml Amber glass bottle with atomizer.

Themes this essence works with:

  • Christ consciousness
  • Reclamation
  • Miracles / The Miraculous
  • Unveiling
  • Pathway
  • Silence
  • Peace
  • Stillness
  • Kindness
  • Universal intelligence
  • Softness
  • Letting go

Insight into the completion of our cycles from a state of oneness. Calling in the master teachers. Clarity on higher calling. Living from the perspective of the interconnectedness of all life.


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Lunar Essence in GEMINI

Lunar Essence in GEMINI / NOVEMBER 2015

Crystal gridded on the night of the full moon

 

Contents: Vibrational essence water, miscellaneous crystal chips, Patchouli, Chamomile, Ginger, Bergamot and Tangerine oil. Packaged in 100ml Amber glass bottle with atomizer.

 

Themes this essence works with:

  • Mental level
  • Duality
  • Men’s work
  • Union
  • Finding union with the forces we are usually repelled from
  • Settling our differences
  • Nearing completion
  • Finding new understanding in old territory

Understanding what’s being mirrored and how you mirror for others. Finding your discernment with reflections of self found in others.

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Lunar Essence in TAURUS

Lunar essence in TAURUS / OCTOBER 2015

Crystal gridded under a pyramid on the night of the full moon

Contents:
Vibrational essence spring water, miscellaneous crystal chips, rose geranium, ginger, vetiver and bergamot oil. Packaged in 100ml Amber glass bottle with atomizer.

Themes this essence works with:

*Assistance when you feel lost
*Travel / journey
*Reflection
*Seeking refuge
*Comfort
*Making peace with the story
*Water sprite energy

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Lunar Essence in Taurus

Lunar Essence in Taurus

Embryonic Code

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Keywords: embryo, formation, structure, evolution, matching, interconnection, healing the womb, seed of life
Diameter: 21 inches
Materials: yarn, wire, striated quartz
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Eclipse Series #2

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A continuation of the eclipse series theme. A play between light and shadow, and the crescent moon eclipse representing the waxing or waning of the reflection of the sun, and transitions between the new and full moons in an endless cycle.

18 inches in diameter. Handwoven with yarn

Energies this piece holds: Seeing the positive in every negative, confidence

Totems: Magpie – fortitude, taking risks, spiritual protection, merge of polarity.

 

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Eclipse Series #1

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From body to body your spirit speeds on
It seeks a new form when the old one has gone
And the form that it finds is the fabric you wrought
On the loom of the Mind from the fibre of Thought

“My Law” – Tieme Ranapiri

18 inches in diameter. Handwoven with yarn

Energies this piece holds: Purpose, learning through challenges, understanding self, experience as a way of knowing

Totems:

Bee – Fertility, Hidden Wisdom, Movement, Cooperation, Interconnection

Deer – Unconditional Love, Treading Softly, Caring for others

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